So April 2 I officially jumped into my 'late twenties' which didn't bug me as bad as turning 25. Why did 25 bug me so much I do not know, but it did.. it crept up on me and then BaNg pOw guess what, in no way what-so-ever are you even close to being let alone thinking you are still in your teens. My teens.. the days I do but don't miss everyday.. So, I turned 26 on Saturday. Now let me be honest with you, five years or earlier Nick and I would of jumped to get drunk and go to a party. But in the last five years we have only drank about 5 times. So, this being my first year out of two that I haven't been pregnant and my birthday being a Saturday that we were gonna live it up and paint the town.. Which we did, or well Edward and his friends did. LoL I was pretty content not drinking to much because I have been out twice in the last three months and got the 'partying' out of my system. lol At Waves they have power hour 2.00 you call 'em shots. Well those boys showed that bar how to power that hour, which later resulted in our friend losing our phone and Edward and David getting into a fist fight inside my step mom-in-laws house, knocking chairs over, breaking a picture and leaving both people bleeding and one with stitches. The one with stitches is... *TaDa* The one who is married with three kids.. my husband, Edward. What hand did he hurt? *TaDa* His right hand, and he happens to be right handed! *SnAp cRacKLe pOp* Now I am stuck doing everything! Happy birthday to me!! LoL Today is has tried helping more but we found out that he has a bad infection and needs antibitoics so he should be good tomorrow, I hope!! I don't know how you single mothers out there do it, honestly. Its only been two full days for me and I already want to run away on the nearest train passing my house! LoL Even though shit got crazy I still love my husband and like my friend. What am I really upset about..
Cover your eyes its about to get dirty...
The drunkin sex I missed out on! LoL My goal was to meet up with this hot married guy who has dark hair and dark eyes. A married man you say.. YES!! But he is married to ME so that makes it okay.. :) I still find my husband extremly sexy after nine years of being together (oh hay, that is today!)! Although lucky for him he wasn't the one who carried three children in his body, got stretch marks, saggy boobs (c'mon if you have more then one kid you know what I'm talking about), a complex about how he looks every time he looks in the mirror, I am the one who deals with this. I love the stretch marks as they remind me that I can grow people, beautiful people but I hate them because they are on my body lol Edward does a good job at making me feel sexy, but how can you feel 100% sexy about yourself when you, yourself don't find yourself sexy.. is this making sence?? BACK TO THE POINT! I was so looking forward to having that drunking, crazy, do it anywhere, hard, wild and dirty sex.. and I didnt get it! Now my husband is currently crippled for the moment and I am still waiting..lmao I <3 you Edward forever and always, even though you can drive me crazy.. I'm forever youuuuurrss, faithfully! (Sorry I am a sucker for Journey music)
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