So I got next to no sleep last night. For about a week Marie has been very hard to get asleep and stay asleep but last night was the worst. Not only was she awake until 3am but she also wouldn't stop crying. So after going to bed after three, back up at five to feed her and back up at eight with the other kids. My husband decided to get up after noon again and to top it off he woke up being a asshole. I won't get into details but it resulted in me taking the kids and telling him I won't be back all day until he can learn to stop being such a prick. That resulted in us being gone for two and a half hours and that was mostly because of a doctors appointment. My friend I would normally visit, Victoria, is gone for awhile because her daughter had back surgery today. I had no where to go lol Got back and things were good!
Being honest..
Today I finally told my mother about how I felt about some things. I think we both got our feelings hurt but in the end I think more good came from it, I hope. It felt good to finally say a few things that I despertly needed to get out of my mind and off of my chest.
I love you mom, I hope you know that! :)
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