they can't all be gone at once..

Tonight my husbands dad called, which usually only happens when he wants something. My oldest daughter ask if she could spend the night, and to my suprise he didn't have excuse, he said yes. Then she asked if her middle sister could stay and much to my suprise he said yes. So its just the baby tonight. I'm sure, kind of, that he would of took the baby to. Its funny, you'd think that with the more kids you have the easier it would be to let them go. That is far from the truth. Other things I am not so picky with with the third one as I was the first. With Kailynne I would run at the moment she cried for anything, which has turned around to bite me in the "ash-trey." That just led to her thinking I will do everything for her at her command. With Liz it doesn't bug me so bad to let her a minute or two before I go running to her, I might not run and bleach and wash her pacifier every single time it falls on the floor like I did Kailynne. Now that Liz is a little over two months old she is awake more, fussy more, and wants to be held more. I love holding her, but when you have a four year old who thinks the world revolves around her, a one year old who won't talk but screams whenever she wants something, which is all the time, its hard to hold a baby 24/7. I am sure that all will turn out fine and everyone will live threw this time. I'm just not sure I will.. lol Hey, it can only get better :)