Things are going a lot better then they were a couple nights ago. Nacole is listening better, a little. lol At least she isn't making me want to pull my hair out so that is good. lol Today is mostly Grace, my one year old. She doesn't talk much but she likes to scream. Scream for food, drinks, toys, help, to let you know something isn't right and so much more. She does know how to say more but its more like "mow-uh" so that sounds like a broken record sometimes. lol I love it though, all of it. Even those days that I want to pull out my hair. Marie, the baby has been very fussy lately at night. I think she is getting her days and nights mixed up.
Friday night I went out on another much needed Friday night out with muh lady, Jamie Youngman. It was intended to be "just a couple drinks" for a hour or so and it turned into me not returning for hours, drunk to wear I don't remember things, and coming home at 2:30 am with a note on my bedroom window from my mother talking about how her idea of a lil while and mine were completly different...opps I guess. lol But I had fun, except for the hangover and fuzziness.
I have been looking into my life and why I am so depressed with it lately and I think I have nailed it down to a couple specific things. 1. no job. I love working and have worked in a local movie store off and on for five years. Off being when I was pregnant and being prego two years in a row didn't help me the last two years so now I got to wait for someone to leave before I can return. So I guess this week is serious job hunting time! 2. This weather! When the sun doesn't shine for so long and you can't go outside whenever you want I honestly believe it changes how you feel. And for me it makes me lazy and sleepy and with three kids that is not good!! 3. I need more positive and less negative in my life. In all areas of my life.
Hopefully things will be looking up!
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